We have a program called Holiday Music featuring the Piccola Carolers. I've actually been booking performances for carolers off and on since 1975--- more recently through Opera Piccola. What does this program have to do with our educational arts company, which provides access to the arts for under served audiences? A capella music in four part harmony sung by beautiful voices isn't heard that often outside church or temple; you could say we're making this kind of music accessible to people who are literally on the street. But beyond that, I find other common denominators with our mission, like building community, expressing voices of diverse cultures, etc. The longer I teach and work in the arts field, the more interested I become in ways the arts can help in people's lives, and how the arts intersect with so many other fields (philosophy, neurology, health/healing, literacy, youth development, career readiness).
I had the privilege of singing soprano in some of our quartets this season, as well as conducting my high school chorus/voice class in some holiday music performances. Music, like other performing arts, often thrusts me into a present tense euphoria that is better than any artificial high invented. Weighed down by problems and debt, I nevertheless experienced an inexpressible feeling of joy, and entered into a time "zone" that had nothing to do with the clock.
I'm reminded of the popular video that was going around the Internet about the brain scientist who experienced a stroke. Her description of the absence of left brain linear thinking, and the boundary-less state of perceiving the world through her right brain sounded similar to some of my experiences with music. We sang for a group of elderly Alzheimer's patients who appeared almost autistic in their lack of ability to speak or respond "normally." My high school chorus could not be more diverse. Yet the music seemed to float us into a mysterious mist of what? Vibrations? Sound waves? A softening happened, a unity of hearts that can't really be put into a pie chart for our upcoming grant proposals in January. In the season of gift giving, this is a gift I wish I could give to everyone.
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Monday, December 21, 2009
Getting Along
Organizations, agencies or businesses that want their projects to go well apparently now appoint one person on the project team to be a "blocker." This is someone whose job it is to raise questions, object to the majority plan and generally inject alternatives into the group discussions. The theory behind it says that having a designated blocker prevents mistakes and produces a better end result. As Marty Nemko says, it's comforting when people agree with you, but you grow when they disagree. Yet so often we feel that people don't respect us, like us or love us when they disagree with us.
The blocker idea is actually quite comforting to me. It's similar to the role of the artist in society: to look at things differently from the established view and to prompt people to think. To encourage us to see things from a new perspective. Often when you're working with a group, there's a pressure to be nice, to go along with the flow, be a good team player. And I like that, too. But we need the blockers, even though they annoy with their seeming negativity and endless questions. I hope I can remember this thought and listen when a student tells me my method of staging a scene should be changed or a colleague tells me things have changed from last year. I try to remember this thought when irritated over the lack of "accord" at the recent Climate Change conference. Perhaps sometimes the wrestling over differing ideas, the struggle to answer difficult questions, is where deep learning and creativity takes place.
At this time of year, when I long to return to an illusory golden, perfect Christmas time that didn't exist, the amount of quarreling and tension at work and at home is highly unsatisfactory. The police of course know about increased domestic altercations during holidays. Why can't we all float along in a serene jello of agreement? Say 'cheese' and smile for the family or office photo just after a big argument over the budget or who empties the trash.
I'm stepping out of the frame. Give me the blockers with their doubts and questions. I embrace the struggle (for a moment, anyway, before I return to holiday bliss).
The blocker idea is actually quite comforting to me. It's similar to the role of the artist in society: to look at things differently from the established view and to prompt people to think. To encourage us to see things from a new perspective. Often when you're working with a group, there's a pressure to be nice, to go along with the flow, be a good team player. And I like that, too. But we need the blockers, even though they annoy with their seeming negativity and endless questions. I hope I can remember this thought and listen when a student tells me my method of staging a scene should be changed or a colleague tells me things have changed from last year. I try to remember this thought when irritated over the lack of "accord" at the recent Climate Change conference. Perhaps sometimes the wrestling over differing ideas, the struggle to answer difficult questions, is where deep learning and creativity takes place.
At this time of year, when I long to return to an illusory golden, perfect Christmas time that didn't exist, the amount of quarreling and tension at work and at home is highly unsatisfactory. The police of course know about increased domestic altercations during holidays. Why can't we all float along in a serene jello of agreement? Say 'cheese' and smile for the family or office photo just after a big argument over the budget or who empties the trash.
I'm stepping out of the frame. Give me the blockers with their doubts and questions. I embrace the struggle (for a moment, anyway, before I return to holiday bliss).
Monday, December 14, 2009
I'm late I'm late and it's all important
Late, late, late: name of the game this time of year. No matter how much is cut, there's always too much to do. The eyes of teachers everywhere glaze over. We can't help it. We have to do more and better for the kids so we work longer hours than contracted.
This week my students performed, and Opera Piccola presented a staged reading of my adaptation of "The Grinch" at our Second Sundays play reading/open mic. My vehicle became a packed junkyard of scenery frames, bags of props and costumes, sacks of food and pizza boxes-- not to mention piles of papers, and handkerchiefs for my cold. Oakland blurred by my car windows as I dove (yes a car and its driver can dive) from home to office to rehearsals to performances to food stores to copy stores to schools to... to.. my 94 year old mom's "retirement community" building. I alternately froze or dripped sweat as I stumbled with my stuff from facility to car to facility to car. Load in, load out, drop off, pick up. Hurry, hurry, we start singing at 4:00 and it's 3:45 and we're in traffic! Call them! No, cell phone out of battery! We forgot the necklace prop! Use anything, here's a string!
Relationships are intense this time of year, vacillating from love to anger in a blink. After an acrimonious argument about whether or not to perform their puppet skit about substance abuse, my students figured out how to solve their problem. The result convulsed the audience, which grasped the stern moral of the scene while laughing hysterically. Although they refused to take my advice on the scene, my students ended up doing exactly what I would have wanted. At an elementary school, a teacher who had previously seemed irritated from overwhelm when I showed up, greeted me this time with a cheery, "We're ready for you." A parent rages on the phone about wanting to kick her rebellious teenager out of the house.
What does the background mantra of "enjoy the season" mean in this whirl, where there is no time to stop and recognize? Moments of joy or tears emerge without warning. Hearing Maurice Sendak speak on the radio about a young French girl dying of cancer who can laugh at Sendak's drawings and comfort her mother in the same moment. Standing outside the Masonic Home in my caroling costume on a break, feeling hot spiced cider glow down my throat. A young boy who came late to the performance crying out "Oh, please!" when we asked him if we should do "The Grinch" play again so he could see it. Embracing fellow artists and students after a performance, feeling a happiness of closeness that flies in the face of overwhelm, loss or grief.
This week my students performed, and Opera Piccola presented a staged reading of my adaptation of "The Grinch" at our Second Sundays play reading/open mic. My vehicle became a packed junkyard of scenery frames, bags of props and costumes, sacks of food and pizza boxes-- not to mention piles of papers, and handkerchiefs for my cold. Oakland blurred by my car windows as I dove (yes a car and its driver can dive) from home to office to rehearsals to performances to food stores to copy stores to schools to... to.. my 94 year old mom's "retirement community" building. I alternately froze or dripped sweat as I stumbled with my stuff from facility to car to facility to car. Load in, load out, drop off, pick up. Hurry, hurry, we start singing at 4:00 and it's 3:45 and we're in traffic! Call them! No, cell phone out of battery! We forgot the necklace prop! Use anything, here's a string!
Relationships are intense this time of year, vacillating from love to anger in a blink. After an acrimonious argument about whether or not to perform their puppet skit about substance abuse, my students figured out how to solve their problem. The result convulsed the audience, which grasped the stern moral of the scene while laughing hysterically. Although they refused to take my advice on the scene, my students ended up doing exactly what I would have wanted. At an elementary school, a teacher who had previously seemed irritated from overwhelm when I showed up, greeted me this time with a cheery, "We're ready for you." A parent rages on the phone about wanting to kick her rebellious teenager out of the house.
What does the background mantra of "enjoy the season" mean in this whirl, where there is no time to stop and recognize? Moments of joy or tears emerge without warning. Hearing Maurice Sendak speak on the radio about a young French girl dying of cancer who can laugh at Sendak's drawings and comfort her mother in the same moment. Standing outside the Masonic Home in my caroling costume on a break, feeling hot spiced cider glow down my throat. A young boy who came late to the performance crying out "Oh, please!" when we asked him if we should do "The Grinch" play again so he could see it. Embracing fellow artists and students after a performance, feeling a happiness of closeness that flies in the face of overwhelm, loss or grief.
Sunday, December 6, 2009
The Numbers Game
Grades were due last week. The way it works these days, points are entered online for assignments and classwork. The grading program adds up the points for you and, presto! automatic grades! Sounds easy, but since I only teach one graded course, I haven't found time to figure out how to enter everything for the special "add it up" function. Instead I sweat through an arduous process in which I add up points on pieces of paper.
Is all this necessary? Luckily, the points I add up usually result in the grade I would have given the student anyway. It doesn't take long in many cases to figure out whether a student is interested enough to contribute to class work and really thinks when doing written assignments. But I go through this lengthy numbers process anyway-- perhaps in order to justify the grades to myself, parents and students. I notice that some students have mastered this numbers game. They miss class for weeks, but come back very apologetic, make up missed written work, ask for make up work and somehow get the points to add up favorably. Other students fail the numbers game: they attend class more regularly but don't do all the assignments and miss key class times, like the day of a quiz, or don't ask for make up work. More than half of my students appear mystified by their less -than-ideal grades: " I was here," or "I got an A, didn't I?" And there's also the issue of innovation. We tend to grade higher for those who learn what the teacher teaches in the way the teachers or textbook recommend. What about the student who doesn't agree, who actually cares enough to disagree with the textbook method?
Philosophically, I have questions. What is this system preparing our students for ? Sometimes it seems as if it's preparing them for a kind of Chekovian bureaucracy, where employees do the least amount of work possible to enable them to get paid and continue in a job. How do you translate into numbers a students curiosity, interest level, potential, or improvement? If you give everyone an A regardless of their effort or quality of work, is that fair to those who tried harder than others? It's almost impossible to give what I would consider a fair, just, grade. Yes, it helps for students to have goals in a course, to feel the work is important. But where is there the space to relate one's grade and numbers to one's deeper self, one's life?
An attempt to address the whole child is covered in this district by a Citizenship grade and Comment Codes ("consistently improving, a pleasure to have in class, good participation"). What do the grades, citizenship rating,and somewhat condescending comments accomplish? I fear we;ve set up a model of a competitive society in which winning is paramount. We love contests, raffles, sports, awards. "And the winning number is..." gets our adrenaline pumping. "What did you get?" the students ask each other, followed by a deflated shrug or a victorious smirk.
The political fallacy of the ancient world was "might makes right," which is now perhaps being replaced by "winner takes all." Small surprise that nations can't agree on climate control or arms reduction when embedded in our education are beliefs about being an adult: win over the other guy and more is the same as better.
How can we escape the focus on the numbers, the winning over someone else, or the "victory" over the unit requirements, and instead focus on actual education?
Is all this necessary? Luckily, the points I add up usually result in the grade I would have given the student anyway. It doesn't take long in many cases to figure out whether a student is interested enough to contribute to class work and really thinks when doing written assignments. But I go through this lengthy numbers process anyway-- perhaps in order to justify the grades to myself, parents and students. I notice that some students have mastered this numbers game. They miss class for weeks, but come back very apologetic, make up missed written work, ask for make up work and somehow get the points to add up favorably. Other students fail the numbers game: they attend class more regularly but don't do all the assignments and miss key class times, like the day of a quiz, or don't ask for make up work. More than half of my students appear mystified by their less -than-ideal grades: " I was here," or "I got an A, didn't I?" And there's also the issue of innovation. We tend to grade higher for those who learn what the teacher teaches in the way the teachers or textbook recommend. What about the student who doesn't agree, who actually cares enough to disagree with the textbook method?
Philosophically, I have questions. What is this system preparing our students for ? Sometimes it seems as if it's preparing them for a kind of Chekovian bureaucracy, where employees do the least amount of work possible to enable them to get paid and continue in a job. How do you translate into numbers a students curiosity, interest level, potential, or improvement? If you give everyone an A regardless of their effort or quality of work, is that fair to those who tried harder than others? It's almost impossible to give what I would consider a fair, just, grade. Yes, it helps for students to have goals in a course, to feel the work is important. But where is there the space to relate one's grade and numbers to one's deeper self, one's life?
An attempt to address the whole child is covered in this district by a Citizenship grade and Comment Codes ("consistently improving, a pleasure to have in class, good participation"). What do the grades, citizenship rating,and somewhat condescending comments accomplish? I fear we;ve set up a model of a competitive society in which winning is paramount. We love contests, raffles, sports, awards. "And the winning number is..." gets our adrenaline pumping. "What did you get?" the students ask each other, followed by a deflated shrug or a victorious smirk.
The political fallacy of the ancient world was "might makes right," which is now perhaps being replaced by "winner takes all." Small surprise that nations can't agree on climate control or arms reduction when embedded in our education are beliefs about being an adult: win over the other guy and more is the same as better.
How can we escape the focus on the numbers, the winning over someone else, or the "victory" over the unit requirements, and instead focus on actual education?
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Imagination
The word "success" in the education field is generally accepted to mean, good grades and test scores, or rate of graduation, or numbers going on to college. Yet I wonder if the term might be expanded. Most would agree that this kind of success isn't all our children need in order to be ready for adulthood.
On Sundays sometimes I catch a wonderful program on KALW radio, San Francisco, called Philosophy Talk. Today, "Knowing the possible is better than knowing the actual" was the first statement that startled me to attention. The discussion focused on the importance of imagination, citing the philosopher David Hume, who wrote about the thinness of reason and the basic benevolence of the individual. The show's expert noted studies that reveal that babies have the capacity for empathy. As I continued to listen, another statement leaped out of my radio: "Is success measured by happiness or by productivity?" News headlines added to the mix of questions rattling around my brain. Secret prison in Afghanistan, sanctions for Iran, divorce, melting ice cap, unknown millions of children who die of malnutrition in Asia and Africa, and on and on.
What is important for our children to learn in school? What should the role of the arts be in society? Do we need to prepare people to face huge global issues or to be good consumers? To be able to love others as themselves or to have a good job, a house, spouse and children? What is the role of those who don't fit into the American Way, like the mentally ill, people with disabilities, the homeless, the incarcerated, shut-in seniors? What is real success?
On Sundays sometimes I catch a wonderful program on KALW radio, San Francisco, called Philosophy Talk. Today, "Knowing the possible is better than knowing the actual" was the first statement that startled me to attention. The discussion focused on the importance of imagination, citing the philosopher David Hume, who wrote about the thinness of reason and the basic benevolence of the individual. The show's expert noted studies that reveal that babies have the capacity for empathy. As I continued to listen, another statement leaped out of my radio: "Is success measured by happiness or by productivity?" News headlines added to the mix of questions rattling around my brain. Secret prison in Afghanistan, sanctions for Iran, divorce, melting ice cap, unknown millions of children who die of malnutrition in Asia and Africa, and on and on.
What is important for our children to learn in school? What should the role of the arts be in society? Do we need to prepare people to face huge global issues or to be good consumers? To be able to love others as themselves or to have a good job, a house, spouse and children? What is the role of those who don't fit into the American Way, like the mentally ill, people with disabilities, the homeless, the incarcerated, shut-in seniors? What is real success?
Sunday, November 22, 2009
holidays in the schools
Happy holidays? Why is that phrase fraught with mixed blessings in an education setting? Is it just the sugar?
More than 50 percent of my work as Artistic Director right now is teaching; collaborating on drama and /or poetry projects with grades K-12 in public schools. But I also get to see a snapshot of school "culture" when we perform our multicultural folk tales for school assemblies. Something every teacher probably knows: anxiety doubles just before school's out for holidays. When I remember this fact, I am much better able to give thanks for the joy of working with children and young adults, rather than feeling dismay at the challenges.
My first experience of the impact of days off on school culture was at Fremont High in 1993, when I was surprised to learn that students were often absent on Friday because it was the day before a weekend and on Monday because it was the day after the weekend. In this perception of the relativity of Time, Saturdays and Sundays sort of melted over into the days next to them. If you want data, you might look at the weekly list of suspensions. For example, the list for Oakland Tech High at the end of this week was twice as long as the previous week. When I was on campus there Tuesday and Thursday, I noticed students were twice as excitable as on other weeks and teachers twice as exhausted. When the closing bell rang Friday afternoon, heralding an entire week off for Thanksgiving, I felt as if the entire building, football field and portables breathed a huge sigh of relief, as they spit out students like watermelon seeds.
After Halloween, students are eating more candy, true. But in our warm up exercises in the high school class, few of the students were looking forward to the idyllic picture of turkey and happy family 'round the groaning board. Every Thanksgiving I get to review the inequity between the U.S. Consumer picture of Thanksgiving and the global reality of malnutrition and hunger. And I feel guilty about having too much to accomplish in class to make time to discuss the real meaning of the holidays with students. Am I just another person giving thanks that I'm not one of the people I just passed on the street holding a sign, "Hungry. Will work for food, God bless?" Is there something more meaningful I could say to people than "Happy Holidays?'
More than 50 percent of my work as Artistic Director right now is teaching; collaborating on drama and /or poetry projects with grades K-12 in public schools. But I also get to see a snapshot of school "culture" when we perform our multicultural folk tales for school assemblies. Something every teacher probably knows: anxiety doubles just before school's out for holidays. When I remember this fact, I am much better able to give thanks for the joy of working with children and young adults, rather than feeling dismay at the challenges.
My first experience of the impact of days off on school culture was at Fremont High in 1993, when I was surprised to learn that students were often absent on Friday because it was the day before a weekend and on Monday because it was the day after the weekend. In this perception of the relativity of Time, Saturdays and Sundays sort of melted over into the days next to them. If you want data, you might look at the weekly list of suspensions. For example, the list for Oakland Tech High at the end of this week was twice as long as the previous week. When I was on campus there Tuesday and Thursday, I noticed students were twice as excitable as on other weeks and teachers twice as exhausted. When the closing bell rang Friday afternoon, heralding an entire week off for Thanksgiving, I felt as if the entire building, football field and portables breathed a huge sigh of relief, as they spit out students like watermelon seeds.
After Halloween, students are eating more candy, true. But in our warm up exercises in the high school class, few of the students were looking forward to the idyllic picture of turkey and happy family 'round the groaning board. Every Thanksgiving I get to review the inequity between the U.S. Consumer picture of Thanksgiving and the global reality of malnutrition and hunger. And I feel guilty about having too much to accomplish in class to make time to discuss the real meaning of the holidays with students. Am I just another person giving thanks that I'm not one of the people I just passed on the street holding a sign, "Hungry. Will work for food, God bless?" Is there something more meaningful I could say to people than "Happy Holidays?'
Monday, November 16, 2009
Loved as a child
How many of us don't have a chance to be children? Many take care of parents, or take care of themselves in the absence of parents, then move on to take care of their children, jobs, spouses, and on. The co dependence theory warns the "caretaker" to take care of him/her self, while religion teaches us to give ourselves away in the service of others. But when my life falls apart, a little voice inside me says, "Mama! I want my Mama."
I saw a movie called "Wit" this week. Screenplay by Emma Thompson and Mike Nichols. I had expected it to be some sort of witty comedy, but instead was thrust into the all too familiar world of death forcing us to face our lives. Ms. Thompson, the main character, slowly dies of cancer throughout the film. I was profoundly affected, permitted to mourn, but inexplicably inspired to be present with my mother, age 94, because her health is declining. But what does this have to do with my Artistic Director work?
This week I wanted to provide my high school drama students with a different experience in the process of creating their original script on their chosen theme of "relationships." I brought in a big bag of stuffed animals, and a few actual puppets, for them to create puppet skits about relationships. When I opened the bag, the energy of the 16 and 17 year olds in the room took a quantum leap. One boy yelled, "a monkey, and it's purple!" He seized the soft brightly colored toy and ran to a chair where he sat cradling it like a baby in his arms-- he was serious, this was his baby. Another boy rushed to hold a plush gray and white dog with longish fur dripping into its eyes. He held it tenderly on his shoulder. "It's mine," he called. (Someone saying "I want the doggie" was trying to take the dog from him.) "I have to have this one," called another boy who has a bright red stripe on his brown hair, as he pulled out a lion puppet with a bright red tufty mane on top of its brown head.
And so it went. A girl who had picked a little white bunny with floppy pink ears held it the entire class time. She couldn't stop making it bop up and down, talking to the other toy animals. Also to my surprise, everyone wanted to be invisible behind the puppets, so they pulled a table on its side and squeezed their grown up bodies behind it, holding the toys over the edge.
The puppet skits were real, authentic, poignant and made us laugh our heads off, in spite of everything. They featured teddy bears that cheated on their girlfriends or boyfriends, bunnies and puppies that tried to peer pressure a kitty into smoking weed-- but the kitty went to college instead-- a little pregnant bear that kept throwing up, and a group of animals that ended a punching fight with excellent conflict resolution techniques.
Back to the movie. At the end of "Wit," as Emma Thompson lay dying in the hospital, in intense pain, her only visitor entered her room-- a former poetry teacher. The teacher took off her shoes, lay down next to Thompson, cradled her head on her chest and read aloud to her the children's book, "The Runaway Bunny." Thompson's character quieted, slept and passed on.
At the end of the puppet class, I asked students what they'd noticed about what we did that day. The boy who had cradled the monkey the whole time said, "I guess we like to laugh." For all of us, it was more than that, just as the teacher's cradling of the dying Ms Thompson was more than that. Something inside of us needs to be held and loved as a little baby, just as the students held and loved the plush toys. Something inside of those students needed to play and be children again. And they had the courage to do just that.
I saw a movie called "Wit" this week. Screenplay by Emma Thompson and Mike Nichols. I had expected it to be some sort of witty comedy, but instead was thrust into the all too familiar world of death forcing us to face our lives. Ms. Thompson, the main character, slowly dies of cancer throughout the film. I was profoundly affected, permitted to mourn, but inexplicably inspired to be present with my mother, age 94, because her health is declining. But what does this have to do with my Artistic Director work?
This week I wanted to provide my high school drama students with a different experience in the process of creating their original script on their chosen theme of "relationships." I brought in a big bag of stuffed animals, and a few actual puppets, for them to create puppet skits about relationships. When I opened the bag, the energy of the 16 and 17 year olds in the room took a quantum leap. One boy yelled, "a monkey, and it's purple!" He seized the soft brightly colored toy and ran to a chair where he sat cradling it like a baby in his arms-- he was serious, this was his baby. Another boy rushed to hold a plush gray and white dog with longish fur dripping into its eyes. He held it tenderly on his shoulder. "It's mine," he called. (Someone saying "I want the doggie" was trying to take the dog from him.) "I have to have this one," called another boy who has a bright red stripe on his brown hair, as he pulled out a lion puppet with a bright red tufty mane on top of its brown head.
And so it went. A girl who had picked a little white bunny with floppy pink ears held it the entire class time. She couldn't stop making it bop up and down, talking to the other toy animals. Also to my surprise, everyone wanted to be invisible behind the puppets, so they pulled a table on its side and squeezed their grown up bodies behind it, holding the toys over the edge.
The puppet skits were real, authentic, poignant and made us laugh our heads off, in spite of everything. They featured teddy bears that cheated on their girlfriends or boyfriends, bunnies and puppies that tried to peer pressure a kitty into smoking weed-- but the kitty went to college instead-- a little pregnant bear that kept throwing up, and a group of animals that ended a punching fight with excellent conflict resolution techniques.
Back to the movie. At the end of "Wit," as Emma Thompson lay dying in the hospital, in intense pain, her only visitor entered her room-- a former poetry teacher. The teacher took off her shoes, lay down next to Thompson, cradled her head on her chest and read aloud to her the children's book, "The Runaway Bunny." Thompson's character quieted, slept and passed on.
At the end of the puppet class, I asked students what they'd noticed about what we did that day. The boy who had cradled the monkey the whole time said, "I guess we like to laugh." For all of us, it was more than that, just as the teacher's cradling of the dying Ms Thompson was more than that. Something inside of us needs to be held and loved as a little baby, just as the students held and loved the plush toys. Something inside of those students needed to play and be children again. And they had the courage to do just that.
Monday, November 9, 2009
Appreciation
There is something about a voice. Even if a person cannot speak, they have a voice to express something authentic, something that blesses those lucky enough to hear it. I can't get enough of the part of arts education that gives anyone, regardless of "talent" or experience, a chance to take the stage and reveal a deeper self. Second Sundays, Opera Piccola's monthly open mic and play reading event, met yesterday. Small but mighty. In the intimate setting, younger and older people felt empowered to stand up in front of listeners and express something that mattered to them, in words that reach deeper than everyday conversation. The human spirit has a voice brighter and more precious than diamonds or gold. I can't get enough of it. Send me a poem you wrote yourself someone! I'm addicted.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Violence and the Bystander Syndrome
I hadn't intended to post twice today, but the recent gang rape of a 15 year old at a homecoming dance in Richmond brought up for me some thoughts relating to artists in education. My first reaction was horror and a desire to avoid thinking about the incident. Then, listening to my car radio, I heard on NPR an interesting piece about something called the Bystander or Observer Syndrome. This effect was discovered from research after a 1960's murder in New York, when bystanders inexplicably failed to help.
Those of us who teach in middle or high schools are familiar with the taboo against 'snitching" and also with the "instigator" role in egging on antagonists in a fight, so the Richmond incident was especially worrisome. Why would people seeing a brutal beating and rape fail to call 911 -- even when they could do it secretly away from the scene and avoid retaliation as a "snitch?" The psychological research reports that the more bystanders there are in an emergency, the less likely anyone will even notice it's an emergency or take action to help. Sadly, this partly explains how slowly Americans reacted to the emergency of Jim Crow, or to the present emergency of global warming
It seems incumbent on us artists and educators -- let alone the general population-- to make sure that we all are aware of this "syndrome." That we help our students and audiences to realize the need for each individual human being to be a leader, to take personal responsibility to act, no matter how many others may be present as bystanders.
The larger context is frightening. I am eager to get our troops out of Afghanistan, Iraq, Pakistan, etc. How responsible are we as a society and as a country to act?
Those of us who teach in middle or high schools are familiar with the taboo against 'snitching" and also with the "instigator" role in egging on antagonists in a fight, so the Richmond incident was especially worrisome. Why would people seeing a brutal beating and rape fail to call 911 -- even when they could do it secretly away from the scene and avoid retaliation as a "snitch?" The psychological research reports that the more bystanders there are in an emergency, the less likely anyone will even notice it's an emergency or take action to help. Sadly, this partly explains how slowly Americans reacted to the emergency of Jim Crow, or to the present emergency of global warming
It seems incumbent on us artists and educators -- let alone the general population-- to make sure that we all are aware of this "syndrome." That we help our students and audiences to realize the need for each individual human being to be a leader, to take personal responsibility to act, no matter how many others may be present as bystanders.
The larger context is frightening. I am eager to get our troops out of Afghanistan, Iraq, Pakistan, etc. How responsible are we as a society and as a country to act?
Love and Death
Surveys report that a large number of Americans believe in the existence of ghosts or spirits. And when I was in college directing a children's recreation program on a Menominee reservation I heard frequent everyday stories of warnings, appearances or visits by ghosts. I remained open but skeptical. I mean, thousands of years of philosophic thought and theology seem to suggest that all we can really know is the existence of a mystery, of transcendence.
When my father died many years ago, something happened I'd never experienced before. The night after he died, I was getting ready for bed and suddenly knew there was a presence in the room -- something was definitely taking up space. At the same time, I felt a prickly, almost electric feeling around me and somehow knew my father was in the room. I was weeping on and off during this, but the presence-- whatever it was-- was oddly comforting.
Often the off stage experience of a group of actors mirrors/parallels what is being said on stage in their play. On Friday my high school drama students performed a short poetic piece for El Dia de los Muertos/Ancestor Day. Many of my students, too, had seen ghosts or spirits. All held their loved ones who had passed away close in their hearts. In the middle of the frantic chaos of rehearsal no-shows, mistakes, blaming, thefts, yelling, arguing, I somehow saw something like love start to emerge among the fractious groups of students, as they let go of their resentments in order to perform the piece well. Perhaps the beautiful words they themselves had written, and were learning to present with ritual and music, started to sink in. The seeds of community, which is an expression of love, were born.
When my father died many years ago, something happened I'd never experienced before. The night after he died, I was getting ready for bed and suddenly knew there was a presence in the room -- something was definitely taking up space. At the same time, I felt a prickly, almost electric feeling around me and somehow knew my father was in the room. I was weeping on and off during this, but the presence-- whatever it was-- was oddly comforting.
Often the off stage experience of a group of actors mirrors/parallels what is being said on stage in their play. On Friday my high school drama students performed a short poetic piece for El Dia de los Muertos/Ancestor Day. Many of my students, too, had seen ghosts or spirits. All held their loved ones who had passed away close in their hearts. In the middle of the frantic chaos of rehearsal no-shows, mistakes, blaming, thefts, yelling, arguing, I somehow saw something like love start to emerge among the fractious groups of students, as they let go of their resentments in order to perform the piece well. Perhaps the beautiful words they themselves had written, and were learning to present with ritual and music, started to sink in. The seeds of community, which is an expression of love, were born.
Monday, October 26, 2009
traveling with stuff for shows
We're off to Monterey & Santa Cruz to perform The Flying Skeletons, a 40 minute show for ages 4 thru 12. Here's where I get to stay the child that I am, flying around waving things, talking in funny voices, dancing my heart out. Yes, it's grueling hard work, many rehearsals, but what a joy to be a child and be a physical part of a story. Everyone needs a chance to do this. Viva imagination. More later about El Dia de los Muertos.... coming at the end of the week.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Non profit anxiety
The anxiety seems to increase proportionate to the media reports of the rebounding economy. Why am I not feeling the financial trickledown? Could it be the number of homeless clearly visible as I drive or walk around Oakland? Could it be the spate of thefts at one of the schools where I teach? Looking at an empty glass -- not even half full -- saps our energies, leaves us desperate for a drop of hope.
In class this week, I used an exercise I learned from one of our teaching artists that introduces the acting technique of intention / objective. We watched students saunter into the classroom in their typical mode. Then we watched them enter again, this time knowing that there was a dollar bill hidden in the room, and that the person to find it could keep it. As one student pointed out, the second time they entered "they had an agenda." Students really wanted that dollar.
Thoughts of upcoming government grant proposal deadlines, cash flow issues, fundraising that needs to happen, seize us with icy worry. Yet, the antidote to non profit anxiety? Our reason for existing in the first place. Art itself and the community it nurtures. Just one moment seeing a group of students who normally quarrel happily planning a skit together, or a woman having the courage to read a poem to others about childhood abuse, or a small child making up beautiful lines in his character as a cloud, opens up my heart and makes me glad to be alive.
In class this week, I used an exercise I learned from one of our teaching artists that introduces the acting technique of intention / objective. We watched students saunter into the classroom in their typical mode. Then we watched them enter again, this time knowing that there was a dollar bill hidden in the room, and that the person to find it could keep it. As one student pointed out, the second time they entered "they had an agenda." Students really wanted that dollar.
Thoughts of upcoming government grant proposal deadlines, cash flow issues, fundraising that needs to happen, seize us with icy worry. Yet, the antidote to non profit anxiety? Our reason for existing in the first place. Art itself and the community it nurtures. Just one moment seeing a group of students who normally quarrel happily planning a skit together, or a woman having the courage to read a poem to others about childhood abuse, or a small child making up beautiful lines in his character as a cloud, opens up my heart and makes me glad to be alive.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Attention - deficit
Went to a 'new' marketing seminar recently. The crowd of non profit arts folks were informed that we are no longer living in an Experience Economy, we are living in an Attention Economy. Unspoken addition: I am living in a deficit world, because deficit is one of the most frequent words I hear.
Those who study our behavior (today's anthropologists and sociologists) note that people's attention is overwhelmedmed and we must shift strategies accordingly. Do I blog, tweat, email, fax, use a stamp, phone, text -- or last resort visit in person -- to get my message across? An invisible Arbiter of How We Do Things is directing our lives by posting online "most viewed by thousands" reports, videos, blogs or photos. Broadway shows are producing Twitter versions of their productions because most people want to see things they've already pre-viewed, so they know they won't waste their money. As we sank lower and lower in our seats, our non profit group was further enlightened with the news that people age 12 to 24 trust online strangers more than their peers (and presumably, their parents). This news was supposed to encourage us because we can reach so many more people with... what?
What does live theater have to do with all this? As an artist, my attention deficit brain responded to the news by conjuring up images of rank on rank of shadowy torsos locked in embrace with computer screens. Maybe ocasionally the torsos sprout legs and peek out their doors to look for food or the rest room.
Another image mocks me: I watch my own funeral because I failed to launch an online community that satisfied unknown thousands' hunger for companionship, failed to be the most viewed on YouTube for a week, failed to reach geometrically expanding circles of friends on Facebook and Linked In. (Sadly, my funeral had a very small audience because no one posted the date on the right blog. Could someone put the video on YouTube? ) In the Attention deficit Economy I miss my own funeral because the live ceremony was too long and I need to keep up with all the social networking sites.
And yet, strange and wonderful. A concerned parent the other day informed me that "live theater has a much stronger impact on children" than TV or movies. Our live theater pieces might frighten the children more than the cartoon dismemberings and deep voiced robot villains they see regularly on tv.
Sorry, have to follow another blog and check yahoo news. More later.
Those who study our behavior (today's anthropologists and sociologists) note that people's attention is overwhelmedmed and we must shift strategies accordingly. Do I blog, tweat, email, fax, use a stamp, phone, text -- or last resort visit in person -- to get my message across? An invisible Arbiter of How We Do Things is directing our lives by posting online "most viewed by thousands" reports, videos, blogs or photos. Broadway shows are producing Twitter versions of their productions because most people want to see things they've already pre-viewed, so they know they won't waste their money. As we sank lower and lower in our seats, our non profit group was further enlightened with the news that people age 12 to 24 trust online strangers more than their peers (and presumably, their parents). This news was supposed to encourage us because we can reach so many more people with... what?
What does live theater have to do with all this? As an artist, my attention deficit brain responded to the news by conjuring up images of rank on rank of shadowy torsos locked in embrace with computer screens. Maybe ocasionally the torsos sprout legs and peek out their doors to look for food or the rest room.
Another image mocks me: I watch my own funeral because I failed to launch an online community that satisfied unknown thousands' hunger for companionship, failed to be the most viewed on YouTube for a week, failed to reach geometrically expanding circles of friends on Facebook and Linked In. (Sadly, my funeral had a very small audience because no one posted the date on the right blog. Could someone put the video on YouTube? ) In the Attention deficit Economy I miss my own funeral because the live ceremony was too long and I need to keep up with all the social networking sites.
And yet, strange and wonderful. A concerned parent the other day informed me that "live theater has a much stronger impact on children" than TV or movies. Our live theater pieces might frighten the children more than the cartoon dismemberings and deep voiced robot villains they see regularly on tv.
Sorry, have to follow another blog and check yahoo news. More later.
Saturday, September 26, 2009
library show
We performed Chac, the Rain Spirit, by Richard Talavera and Rafael Manriquez, yesterday at Brookfield Branch Library in Oakland. What I love about these 45 minute interactive shows is the children in the audience. They are so hungry for this experience, which they hardly ever get: to actually play a part in a live play or musical. Somehow our approach makes it possible for them. Yesterday the third graders from Brookfield Elementary were standing up in the audience, almost taking flight in their anticipation of coming on stage, or just to get a better look at the story. Even after years of watching hundreds of hours of tv and films, our kids understand the power of a story acted out live right in front of them... They're the opposite of jaded or cynical. I'm still a child just like them. Can't wait to act out a story.
Friday, September 18, 2009
Teaching Drama
Sept 18
Sometimes teaching gets very exciting. This week in my beginning drama class at Oakland Tech High School, we played a theater game called "questions." It was supposed to be a warm up to thinking about meaning in theater. What do we want to say in our play this semester? But something happened. We really wondered. And we started to talk about the questions, sitting in a circle, in a windowless classroom at 4:30 pm. All tired. But my brain, at least, started to expand. Why do we need school? Why can't men have babies? Why are we living to die? Why are people mean to people they don't know? Why do women suffer more than men? Why do we have technology? Why is there violence?
Can someone send answers?
Sometimes teaching gets very exciting. This week in my beginning drama class at Oakland Tech High School, we played a theater game called "questions." It was supposed to be a warm up to thinking about meaning in theater. What do we want to say in our play this semester? But something happened. We really wondered. And we started to talk about the questions, sitting in a circle, in a windowless classroom at 4:30 pm. All tired. But my brain, at least, started to expand. Why do we need school? Why can't men have babies? Why are we living to die? Why are people mean to people they don't know? Why do women suffer more than men? Why do we have technology? Why is there violence?
Can someone send answers?
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Second Sundays: Play Reading & Open Mic Poetry Series
Got poetry? Want to talk about what's going on in the world? You should check out our FREE Second Sunday events, 4-6 pm at Opera Piccola, 2946 MacArthur Blvd, Oakland. You can park free in the Oakland Ballet lot next door.
Our first meeting was amazing. We were so moved when a young teen named Charlotte wept while reading her poem about losing her mother and brother. The play reading prompted some very interesting discussion about bullying, obesity, rape, racism and other challenging topics.
We need more folks to come and share their poems. It is so wonderful to hear the creativity out there!!
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